In January, I found a note at my folks house that I'd written when I was maybe 10 or 11. It said:
"If I could invent a color of my very own, I would call it 'Jordan' (my middle name) so that my name would seem pretty. It would be the most wonderful, graceful, glorious, peace-making color in the world. It would be kind, yet 'sufistacated'. Peaceful looking, yet powerful looking...I would be a purple, blue-green color...
I'LL WRITE THIS LATER!!!"
It made me laugh! No one was twisting my arm to write about what color I would invent! When I read it again, though, I realized that, more than describing a color, I was trying to communicate the kind of person I wanted to be. Then I realized, I still wanted to be that kind of person. Heck, I still wanted to be that color! I'd just put purple highlights in my hair!
I thought I'd found a helpful little clue leading me toward more solid song inspiration. I decided I'd start paying closer attention to those more timeless bits of my character and roll those into my songwriting ideas (profound, I know).
Days later, an old note I'd made from Isaiah 61 fell out of my Bible, so I read it again:
"The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because the Lord has anointed me
- to bring good news to the afflicted;
- He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,
- to proclaim liberty to the captives,
- and freedom to the prisoners.
- To proclaim the favorable year of the Lord
- and the day of vengeance of our God;
- to comfort all who mourn
...giving them beauty instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning,
the mantle of praise instead of a spirit of fainting.
So they will be called oaks of righteousness,
the planting of the Lord, that He may be glorified."
I immediately remembered reading this for the first time. I read it at a corner cafe, eyes wide, because I felt like I was reading something that...well, I might as well have written in my prayer journal! "Bring good news to the afflicted? Proclaim liberty and freedom to captives?! Bind up the brokenhearted?! Comfort those who mourn...?...That's what I want to do! This is ME!"
"Hmm...I wonder..." I counted the number of things Isaiah listed. I'd found a theme for each song on our album. Sweet song-spiration!